WAffles!

somethoughts

2011-02-24T12:59:00.000-08:00

well geez its been awhile.
with me recently getting a FB (i know i know) i dont really feel the need to keep this updated. But, recent things in my life have caused me to want to write soooo deal with it..

Me and Chris broke up on the 31st of January. he is still moving his stuff out too this date. not a problem, we have been getting along.

Recent things have lead me to believe im a retard at dating and probably should enjoy being single and alone. the thought of not having someone to cook, make smile, and go to sleep with terrifies me. im scared. but i believe that if i keep in mind, THIS IS GOOD FOR ME, ill pull thru it. ahh. that thought makes me happy...

im gona
1. Hit the gym, work out at home, go on more hikes and walks!
2. Work on my friendships and familyships.
3. Create more, paint a picture, do some crafting, make my apt look nice!
4. Work on me, my mental awesomeness, try to not judge or criticize people.
5. BE 100% MEGAN

anyone who has advice i would love to hear it.

halloweenkitty

2010-11-03T14:36:00.000-07:00

well i was sick for halloween, and still am..
i did however dress up at work so if i get those pics ill post em
i was a skunk on saturday and a skelenton on sunday. both days i had too wake up at 8am and manage the Boston's. i think the lack of sleep i got made me sick.

kitty was a Jester

im coming for Christmas! the 21st thru the 28th!! im sooo way too excited. its been way to long since ive seen my utah.

been looking at this veterinarian college in Pullman Washington. i guess its eastern washington so its kinda not as cool as the coast. but the point is i've been trying to figure out what im going to do with my life. and helping animals has to be one of them. i could also do a vet tech program in seattle that is only 9 months long!

amanda and rick

2010-09-13T14:00:00.000-07:00

Labor Day weekend was too much fun! My BFF and her husband came up to visit for there 5 year anniversary! the first night we stayed at the lovely Tulalip casino had a nice seafood dinner and gambled a bit. they stayed at my house the rest of the weekend, and i showed them around town. took em too my fave place to have happy hour called Nimbus. and also had an adventurous time at the beach were we played with tons of big bright purple starfish! i hated to see them go. and i miss them so much! but im so grateful they got to come see me :D

fun with family

2010-08-18T18:55:00.000-07:00

lets start with an embarrassing pic of Kitty

Me and Erica and Ammon on the top of Orcas islands this was supposed to be a good lookout point, on a clear day you can see Vancouver, mt baker and even mt rainer. crazy

Cool bird at the Vancouver Aquarium. we saw lots of cool things there!

Captain of the ferry to Orcas island

I had so much fun with my family here! everyone crammed into my small apartment :)
everyday was filled with adventures and laughter.
i miss you guys!!! come back soon!

fun with kitty

2010-06-25T14:40:00.000-07:00

kitty loves to play with random things, this is a bubble from those quarter machines
kitty got furminated! (there was tons more hair) im sure she was happy about cus it is getting hot hot hot up here!

getting way too excited for the family to come up! we started cleaning out the spare bedroom. to make room for whoever can make it up to spend some time with me! hint hint

Chris made a great dinner last night. sage crusted porkloin with a horsymarmalade sauce yumo!
making the best of our summer we bought some Frisbee golf disks. there is a lovely coarse in town, we also hit up the driving range, dang this summer is gona be good!

im sorry its been a while

2010-06-12T01:23:00.000-07:00

starting joing facebook, got to the add friends page... deleted my facebook
haha

chris graduates tomorrow with a Bach in philosophy, very proud of him
i applied to go to school winter semester! very excited to get back into school

everything is lovely in the bellingham, kitty is great! her name has been Muff or Muffy this month. i like it, it might stay

got a new tattoo on my hip, wish i could post pics, but it would look naughty. ;)

cant wait my little sis and her family plus my mom are comming up soon!!! okay august! but that is soon enough for me!

Almost my bday

2010-03-28T17:23:00.000-07:00

SO April 10th is cumin up! watcha get me?! is wat chris hears everyday.

finalized a Vegas trip!!! woo hoo. going the 9th thru the 12th. im going to eat so much IN n OUT burger!!! Chris' mum got us the tickets. We are flying first class on the way down! Muse and the silversun pickups are playing on my birthday but the tickets are sold out!!! would have been nice to go to that! but im sure ill have fun.

Anyone who can come down for a day, i know its a drive, but id love to see some friends on my birthday! this is a lonely time of year for me, i will visit in june tho!

Just watched Gentlemen Broncos which was out of this world funny, cute, and awesome!!

Kitty is doing great! i trimmed her chest hair cus she keeps accidentally eating it! I put green eyeshadow on her forhead for st pattys day!! woot!!

i feel so out of the loop (but maybe thats the magic of living away)
I have been toying with the idea of getting a facebook page, cant bring myself to it for some reason. What do you think? id love to see the pics of ammon, but would hate to see pics of people i would rather not see pictures of. you know?

lets put it to a vote. just give me some good reasons to join up.

Things and things and things

2010-02-03T14:02:00.000-08:00

everything is just storybook!

this weekend is the day ive been with Chris for 6 months! were going to stay at a lovely casino down by Seattle. :) ive been so happy these 6 months!! He has already surprised me with my gift!!! a goregous white gold 3 diamond necklace. i almost wet myself! no one has ever gotten me diamonds!! i....i... i love diamonds!!! wow. chris is for sure a keeper ;) not that i didnt already know that.

next weekend is V day. and we got reservations for the most romantic restaurant in town! Nimbus. they have a set 3 coarse dinner! woooo im excited!

THEN UTAH MARCH 2Nd thru THEn 7TH!!!
better make appointments with me now!! :) and Chris is comming!! woot woot!!

i love KittyFace WOOFINSTEIN

2010-01-18T22:08:00.000-08:00

i just love my cat way too much.......... she makes my world so much funner!
she loves the simple things, running water, sinks, watching the birds, plastic bags, bottle caps, and straws!

hello

2010-01-03T14:08:00.000-08:00

well christmas was okay. at least kitty got to be there

i still need a real name for her... or do i?

well ive been trying to figure out wen to come to utah next. and was wondering wat you all thought. chris's school break is middle of march, so we could take that and come see you for a long time. or i could come sooner for a shorter time. or both?

i wanted to go to vegas for my and amandas bday and invite anyone who wants to come as well..
i duno. :)

kittyface playing footsy in the morning

2009-12-09T15:32:00.000-08:00

xmas timey

2009-12-08T23:54:00.000-08:00

put up the tree today!
im sorry i wont be home for the christmas time.
but i promise ill send cards and talk to each of you on that day.

saw The Fantastic Mr. Fox the other day.
five million stars!
great for the whole family
if you like Wes Andersons other movies youll love this one!!

MEET OUR KITTY!

2009-11-30T19:46:00.001-08:00

she is 5 months old, exotic longhair Persian.
she is sweet as hell and loves to sleep with us.

we dont have a name for her yet,
we have just been calling her KITTY FACE
IF YOU HAVE ANY IDEAS PLEASE POST EM!

Had an awesome time in UTAH! love you all!
Tanks for the sweet comment you left Rian!

exercited!!

2009-11-06T14:20:00.000-08:00

totally excited to come visit.
Tona is a must! hopefully it will be open.
as always very excited to see family and friends!
im sorry in advance for im only staying 4 days, i wont be able to spend alot of time with you all.

im thinking of getting a kitty.
im looking into this special breed called bengals.
there pricey but beautiful. i wanted a flat faced exotic shorthair but chris thinks they look like aliens. so i compromised on this breed. very cute.
we get to meet a couple kittens on sunday!

Chris has been horribly busy with school, philosophy club, studying for the GRE, and getting stuff together to apply to gradschools. dont really have a desire to move to NewYork next year, but it will be an adventure none the less.

work is still great!! the power went out last night at 7pm. right in the middle of dinner! i knew it was going to happen the wind and rain was soo strong last night. i had all my tickets printed out just in case it did! yeah i can tell the future, its no big deal :)

chilly willy

2009-10-20T15:34:00.000-07:00

starting to be the rainy windy season up here! but i do love the gloomyness.

thanks to my mom and Marty for taking me to do something before you die (see bob dylan)

thanks to my sister Rian for comming to visit me!! i had a blast!!!

for halloween im thinking ill do the clockwork orange outfit. depends on wat im doin.
not sure wat chris is going to be?
any ideas for a guy with a brown burly mustache?

me and chris are coming for thanksgiving!!!
we will be there the 24th through the 27th! im stoked for him to meet my friends and family, you will all love him!! he is handsome, intelligent and great!
hopefully ill get the christmas presents done before then so i can just leave em with ya'll

Family visiting

2009-09-26T16:10:00.000-07:00

So so so excited to see some family!
Grandma Cottam on this Sunday
My mom and Marty the 3rd through the 6th! (yay Bob Dylan!)
My sister Rian on the 8th through the 13th!

the only thing that sucks is that were short at work so i have to work my schedule out so i can spend more time with my mom and sister!!

it will be grand tho!!!

came home from work last night and Chris surprised me with a xbox360!
i cant believe a person could make me feel so good about my self and so retarded at the same time!

omg!!! its almost HALLOWEEN!!!!!

all is well

2009-09-21T21:43:00.000-07:00

Just some pics from UTAH

nothing to really update on.
my life is great.

just think about wen i can come down to utah to visit! maybe thanksgiving or xmas

im excited for the fall... but dreading the winter.
im excited my mom and sister are coming up to see me and meet Chris!
its been forever since anyone has visited! >:O

i am the happiest person alive!!!

2009-08-31T01:08:00.000-07:00

visiting utah was great.
i did everything on my list. and then some.

camping!!!
mandees play!! was so amazing!!
spending time with familerly and my friends!!! my nephew...... :.(

the one thing i couldnt get outa my head wile i was there was how perfect chris is.
now that im back its way too indescribable to even try. the 8 days i spent away from him made me only realize i could not spend another day of my life away from his presents.

im in love, true love.
i cant even see myself existing with out this completely compatible soul next to mine

dear lord is he perfect. if he doesn't just say and do the right things, then i must be deaf and blind

as i type these words he is playing the guitar and singing to me so sweetly, i pray this moment never ends. its hard not to think i moved up here for a reason.

visiting UTAH

2009-08-17T23:08:00.000-07:00

yup ill be there
the 22nd through the 29th!!
im stoked as hell!

1. to see my nephew!
2. to see willis!
3. to see my friends and family!!!
4. to eat tona!
5. sunday breakfast!
6. camping, fishing
7. bowling!

mind you i got a new iPHONE!!!!! so i have a new number! woot woot

i cant wait to see you and and tell you stories!!!

2009-08-05T16:12:00.000-07:00

i dont even have a title for this blog
its been forever since i wrote but some shit has been going down

Jared and i have broken up, and he has moved out.
it was the hardest thing i had to do, in a long time.
I loved and still love Jared. he was a fantastic boyfriend and we got along very well.

But something happened in my mind that i didnt think i should spend all my time with one person, so i went on a date with another man.

my soul was broken, constantly sitting at a conference table with my own mind, deciding wat to do and tormenting myself of wat i did. now trying to repair it, i got to weekly therapy and i do many fun things throughout the day.

Life is ment to be experinced. i got to get myself out there and do that.

Mondays i have to go into work at 6am!!!! i do all food inventory now.

my phone service is up with tmobile... thinking of switching to verison or pay the big bill and get an iphone with at&t. any suggestions?

movies im excited for:
quentin tarantinos "inglorious bastards"
wes andersons "the fantastic mr fox"
tim burtons "alice in wonderland"

seattle

2009-07-03T23:27:00.000-07:00

so Jareds little brothers hanging out with us for a month!
so were doing cool things on our day off.
today we went to seattle, and we visited the art museum!
saw a few Andy Warhols and a some very very very old shit :) it was bad ass

over dinner we had a long discussion on what was art.
(p.s. this is art)

me and Jared at the pike place brewery! i sampled 6 beers!

BACK

2009-06-23T13:09:00.000-07:00

well back into the swing of bellingham.
ive been a little sad and confused since ive gotten home.
i miss my nephew and my willis...
my family and friends
BUT
this is my home and i love it here......

hey everyone send me pics from my visit please!!!!!!
megykaye@gmail.com

do it so i can post them and so i can remember my good times

Aunt megy

2009-06-07T14:17:00.000-07:00

kinda bummed the baby came earlier than originally planned. and i didnt get to have that wonderful emotional moment with my family. but its okay ill be there in 5 days, a much needed vacation. i did it agian.... a full week with no day off. my next day off is friday.... ill be on a plane too all of you. :)

im craving Tona, and bangkok! oh and Roosters! im so excited! and i get to hold my sisters baby!!! wooot wooot! mom plan a damn camping trip! im aching for the outdoors!

oregon

2009-05-24T20:00:00.000-07:00

just got home from a mini vacation! muchly needed vaction.
i havent had a day off in 3 weeks, due to training and understaffing.
been filling my brain to the brim with supervisor duties.

we spent the night at one of jareds friends friends farm.
they had so many animals!!! i was in heaven!!!
they set up a frisby golf coarse wich we played, my Frisbee kept going in the blackberry bushes
next we visited the coast which was amazing
and hung out and had some yummy foods!!!!

got to work at 8 am tomorrow to do liquor inventory.

ryan stiles plays golf

2009-05-07T20:02:00.000-07:00

today i did some marketing for Bostons

me and my friend Toby (who also got the supervisor position) went over to the local golf and country club to giveaway samples of our delicious pizza.
then Ryan Stiles, famous actor! roles up and plays the hole we were on with 3 other people! i didnt talk to him just stared in amazment. i guess he lives up here. :) i think this is my first tv actor spotting ever!!!

Supervisor Megan

2009-05-05T12:18:00.000-07:00

Yeah i made the cut, but im having problems being okay with it

i cant describe it, im scared, i feel like im not going to do a good job.im just all around getting down on my self and my ability to be a supervisor and even a bartender!

at Bella's it was so much more comfortable. ive only been at Bostons 8 months and they want me to step up and learn everything!!!! blah!!!!

i know i can do it. i can and i will step up and be strong.

on another note.

ill be in utah June 12th through the 18th
for ericas giving birthness....
very excited.

i bought a little package deal for myself to a spa place. it was 40 bucks and you go 4 times to get a pedicure manicure facial and your hair done!!! my pedicure is tomorrow, oh im excited!!!!

not much else to say...... :)

fwuffy!!!

2009-04-22T23:20:00.000-07:00

had my interveiw for the supervisor/manager postition for my work today!!!
awesome!!!

Fwuffy is my new friend, i got her in an easter basket my mom sent me. i sleep with her and watch movies with her... yeah Jared thinks im crazy.

saturday is gona be a fun day. me and jared are going downtown to a beer fest.
its 15 dollars to get it and you get to taste about a hundred different beers from local breweries.

made an awesome pesto pizza tonight.. with ham and mushrooms :P

just watched Hank and Mike, which i recommend highly if you didnt get enough easter. this Candadian made indie film was cleaver, cute, funny, and awesome. yeah some scenes were sorta "hollywood movie scripted"
but damn. it was good one. i give this movie 4 Reeses eggs and a big bag of cadbury mini eggs... make those dark chocolate

HAPPY EARTHDAY! EARTH! i planted 2 plants! woot woot!

its my birthday

2009-04-10T13:50:00.000-07:00

kinda dumb, the part you cant understand im just telling you how i miss my family and friends on my birthday.

ill keep you posted on any other gifts! maybe ill let you watch me open one :)

its almost my bird day.. :I

2009-04-07T12:40:00.000-07:00

DALISHESH stir fry
made an amazing stir fry last night!
having a rice cooker sure makes it easy
just cooked up some frozen chicken breast (which was cheap at trader joes)
then used a bag of frozen veggies along with some fresh ones, stir fried those
the sauce nailed it tho. also bought some ginger garlic paste that smells soo good.
Kona Coast : Ginger and Wasabi Teriyaki
the bottle is like this.

It has been so sunny and warm here! sunday we went to the driving range and hit some golf balls, yesterday we walked around the neiboorhood and played boche ball. there is this great side story were i was being mean to Jared and a minute later we had to jump across some mud, well i didnt make it, and ended up flinging mud all over my back side! yeah i learned my lesson.

Jared started school today, so im just relaxing in the sun until i work tonight.

just watched this movie: Milk
Very very good and powerful movie about the gay movement.
great actors, great story, could not complain. :)
ill give it 3 Strawberry Mexican popsicles. and a poptart

jared is leaving :(

2009-03-30T13:16:00.000-07:00

yup he is going home to orem Utah for 4 days.
gona miss him terribly.
i went and sat at the bar at his work yesterday just so i could see him a bit more.

Jared got netflix so im gona start doing movie reviews! cus i hate all of them!!

Attention!!!!!! do not rent SEX DRIVE i had Jared turn it off half way through, i just couldnt stand it. yes yes Seth Green was the best part. but they really should not have compared it to a movie like SuperBad wen actually its a movie like American Pie 9 (if they made that many)
i give it a big ol' >:0 and 2 :l (angry disapointment, and 2 straight face no laugh)

my job is offering me to be a supervisor in June!
well im one of the candidates ! yeah im movin on up.
i also have to do deliveries sometimes.. blah!

my birthday is in eleven days! its gona be very weird to not have anyone around to party with on my birthday :( Jared is just gona have to try extra hard to make it special i guess........

PLEASE send Megans birthday presents or cards too:

Megan Strand
1329 Puget st. apt C
Bellingham WA. 98229

2009-03-23T23:53:00.000-07:00

i was excited...

i guess i have to have a Washington state drivers licence and licence plate for a year to get residency tuition, i was a little excited to go to school. not really anymore.

its not like i know wat i want to do with my life anyway..

im still going to apply for the school and apply for the financial aid. if it comes down to were i only have to pay a little i will do it! just like my hospital bill... did i tell you about that? yeah i dont owe any money on my hospital visit. nice

just been working alot alot. bostson fired alot of people and its spring break this week, so im pulling 3 doubles this week, at least i have wendesday off. been making lots and lots of money so i can spoil my self for my birthday in 2 weeks!!!!!

also at work there doing a drink contest with drinks made up by the servers!
im using the pepperoncini martini for sure!

been wasting alot of time on the xbox.! its awesome. my gamertag is MEGYtron

me and jared are doing good, we have our problems like everyone else. sometimes i feel so inadequate . if thats even the right word.

pics

2009-03-10T16:20:00.001-07:00

The whole reason i came to Utah, to stare at Erica's belly.

This is the blanket i started, Erica worked on, grandma finished :)
Made out of old tshirts

DAD

STEBE! :)

Me and Amanda, at her bday party i threw for her. :)

The traditional hangover at the traditional Sunday breakfast :)

better late then never (pics to come)

2009-03-09T21:04:00.000-07:00

okay okay so ive been home for like 3 days
visiting UTAH was great! picture to come. as soon as erica sends some

i did all the things i wanted too! got my hair cut, bowling, got a tattoo, wendover, sushi, not to forget quality amanda, erica, family and friends time :)

Jared is so glad to have me back home, the 7th was our one year anniversary.
He took me to Vancouver! my first time in another country.
It was so fun! we went and saw Underoath and Norma Jean, we stayed the night and in the morning we decided to hit up the Vancouver aquarium. sorry no pictures :P
it was pretty nice, they had beluga whales, and other random ocean animals.
my favorite was the sloth! and the Sea otters! oh dir so cute!!!!!

i love being home. i missed my jared alot lot.
he is going to be comming to utah end of this month without me
sucks, i just dont want to spend anytime apart. :(

thursday already?

2009-02-19T13:05:00.000-08:00

only one more week till i come to Utah. oh damn am i excited.

been stressed, the hospital wants my recent tax info and bank statements to see if i am accepted for the bridge assistance. even tho i gave them my recent info back in november!

so i got my taxes done with H and R block.. cost me alot of cash. but at least i know im getting 1300 back now, wich will pay off my debt, and get me started on the hospital bill.

been working 6 days a week, its my day off now :) so im just relaxin!

me and jared have not been to the gym in like 2 weeks, because his foot has been hurting :( so we have just been playing endless amounts of video games! me and jared have been doing very very good, im going to miss the hell out of him for the week im home.

got more stuff for my sisters baby yesterday! fred meyers is having mega sales on baby stuff so i picked up some more cute stuff.

good food! good times :)

2009-02-11T20:59:00.000-08:00

so me and jared have been bored of the same ol' stuff i can make for dinner.
we went to Trader Joes for the first time since we have been here (i know right?)
we spent a bum load of money on some nice and yummy stuff!

so i made the best new dish tonight! its chicken breast with brie and a balsamic glaze.
god damn it was so good and easy!!!!!(wish i had a pic)
ill have to make it for you sometime

today me and Jared went to circuit city, because they are closing soon, we wanted to buy a few things for a good deal you know?

i got an xbox360 for Jared for valentines day! it was hella cheap and i knew he wanted one
he is so damn happy, just seeing him smile is worth the couple hundred bucks.

i died my hair blue black!!! oh i love it!! cant wait to show ya'll

MY JOB

2009-02-08T02:26:00.001-08:00

i am employee of the month!!!!!!!

and they are giving me positions in the bar, being a lounge server!

this is a huge deal!
they have noticed my outstanding work ethic
doing my side work thoroughly? and doing great at my tables .
(which i ow to working at BELLAS)

im so freaking happy for this, i do love my job at Bostons! the staff is amazing!

sicko

2009-02-07T01:46:00.000-08:00

me and jared watch Michael Moores film SICKO last night
maybe he does elaborate.
but god damn. so many other countries have government free healthcare..
and people that pay for healthcare here cant even afford care still?

anyway, it made me want to move to europe, canada is closer.
but wouldnt it be nice to walk into a hospital, get the treatment. and never worry about a bill
im still waiting to see if my 8,000 dollar emergency room bill will be deduced...........

paid vaction, paid sick days.... luxuries most americans never see. put even part time europeans get to enjoy. they dont even pay for college.

i know taxes would be higher. but if they can do it. so can we.

okay okay im ranting....

love you all! miss you all! cant wait to hang out in UTAR

BERNANAS

2009-02-02T17:07:00.000-08:00

some pictures jared took
he is the best photo taker i know! the best!

getting more and more excited to come visit utah!

comming homer

2009-01-28T15:20:00.001-08:00

work has been good. working 6 days a week now! half days half nights... its really nice

so im comming to visit utah, february 28th through march 6th.
i want to get some shit done wile im there.
get a tattoo.
have ericas baby shower
have amandas birthday.
spend time with my family
spend time with my friends
get my hair cut.
go bowling!

im sure jared will be glad to get rid of me for a week! haha

just some pics

2009-01-19T20:30:00.001-08:00

just me chillin at the house... :)

a phone in the toilet

2009-01-17T14:14:00.000-08:00

i always thought it just happened to those stupid drunk girls.. but it happened to me.....
yes i dropped my phone in the toilet..
i let it dry under a light for 2 days and it worked for a few minutes, then did a blank screen
bought a prepaid tmobile phone for 90 bucks (yeah its a RAZR) put my chip in it and were good to go.

work has been okay, i have a rude lesbian manager that like to point out my flaws all the time. but ill get over it. she is funny rude, in a way that i am sometimes. so its all good. server revues are next week. ill let you know how that goes. i do feel like im not on my A game sometimes while serving. i just want to be the best of the best you know?

would love to get to utah for my sisters baby shower, and for my friend amandas bday.
but i have to be back home for mine and jareds one year anniversary!

money has been a little tight, the electric bill was $130
everything will be okay.
putting all my hospital bills on a payment plan (ill let you know the final costs)

me and jared are good. we are still learning alot from eachother. :)

peas and carrots.

so far, so good.

2009-01-10T14:50:00.001-08:00

this new year is going to be good it has too be
so far Jared turned 26 on the 6th and it was such a wonderful birthday. sushi and friends.
i wish i could have bought him something better and more expensive. like an xbox360.

talked to my sister erica for and hour yesterday... very fun too learn about her baby stuff.

the weather has been rainy. and i guess western washington is flooded from the snow and rain?
im not effected.

work has been good, 3 servers have been fired! i feel so lucky. they didnt do anything wrong, just that they were not the best servers.

I am an awkward person. i am. im not normal. i do things and act different than most people and i dont know why. I find conversing with people awkward at most times. It could be my shyness.

i love it though.. id rather be me that be some regular FAKE person.

new years resolutions

2009-01-01T22:31:00.000-08:00

Ive decided.... that too make me happier this year
i am going to trust Jared.
put all my faith and love into him. and trust that he will be true and good to me.
he deserves to be trusted, and i don't deserve to be worried.
i feel that if i do this, it will be true.

had an awesome time hanging out with my work friends on new years. first time ever hanging out with them outside of work!!! thanks to Jared for helping me stop being a butthole*

jareds bday is on the 6th!! he has this planned : early morning dentist appointment.. then work? i took off the day.... i want to do something awesome for him... sushi...... i really want to make his birthday special for him.....

back home

2008-12-28T13:17:00.000-08:00

lets start at the first.

1. the hotel didnt have our reservation. never use parksleepfly.com ever!
2. our flight was canceled spent ten hours at the airport.
3. xmas at home was everything i imagined!!! but i had little time to see everytone!!
4.flight home was told too us to be 3 hours late. actually was only 20!! but we made it only to find it was an hour late... damn airports.

it was definatly worth it. too see my family. i love you guys

now i have to figure out wat to get JARED. his bday is on the 6th

more snow

2008-12-18T15:12:00.000-08:00

it snowed like 7 inches all day and night yesterday.
it doesnt make sense i wanted to get away from the snow!
and its windy as hell up here too!!!
the roads are horrible and no one wants to drive.

luckily i didn't work yesterday or today! woot woot!

only 3 more days till im home!! omg im stoked as hell

leaving the car at the airport is going to be 130$ so we are looking into taking a shuttle and having someone pick us up. who knows. we really cant afford 130 right now :(

i work tomorrow so wish me luck, driving trough the snow

i also go a weird job offer... i think its one of those get rich quick (if you can) schemes... he just called me up and wants too meet me at a coffee shop to tell me about how he sells energy drinks or something/...... im going to call and cancel it just sounds too sketchy.

putting the finishing touches on the presents i made for my family! i love making gifts! so much funner and more meaningful.. and much much cheaper.

Snow!!!

2008-12-14T16:00:00.001-08:00

i moved up here too get away from the cold and snow, well in snowed all day yesterday while i was at work!!!! and its freezing balls!!! and they dont have snowplows that throw salt down on the damn roads! and everyone drives 5 miles an hour. ha ha

sorry i have not put anything up in a while! my gmail account was compromised and i found it very difficult to reset my password, especially since my security question was "Temporary Question?' yeah i didn't have an answer for that.

work has been great, ive begun to make friends with people i work with, even the really mean manager turned out too be pretty awesome sometimes! work is fun and i make great tips, mostly.

just getting ready for xmas. finished making the gifts for my family, and still debating on wat to get my jared and amanda.

i feel one hundred percent better from my fiasco in the hospital. my bills are about 7,000BONERS right now!!! but im still working on applying for bridge assistance.

been kinda down lately, i thinks its from the cold. ill be happy once i get to visit good ol' UTAHr
ONLY ONE MORE WEEK!!!!!

Hospital :(

2008-11-26T15:30:00.000-08:00

Just got home from the hospital.
Jared made me get up and go last night, because of the extreme back pain ive been having.
i went too a clinic a few days ago, and she said it was a strained muscle.
the pills she gave me did nothing to help the pain.
In the emergency room, they took lots of blood, gave me some pain killer, and ran some tests.
i have a severe kidney infection!!! didnt even know.
oh and my potassium was low? they kept me overnight.
wish i had a picture i could throw on here of me in my hospital gown. :)

symptoms include: pain on right side of my middle to lower back, pain in my right belly, cant lift my right leg, nausea, fever, frequent urination, trouble sleeping, loss of appetite, depression.

symptoms from medication: dry mouth, constipation, drowsiness.

HOW FUN!!!!!

i hope to god i get better soon.

poop

2008-11-21T13:21:00.000-08:00

My back started hurting a little over a week ago. as you may know i usually have back pain. due to a slight curve and the strain that serving puts on it. but this back pain is very severe.

well this time, it keeps me up and night, crying, and wanted it to end. ill take 4 ibprophens and it only dulls the pain slightly. i have decided to go to the doctor, i looked on webmd, and it could be a herniated disc? i dont know im not a doctor. :) something better to ease the pain would be nice

dinner for 2 on thanksgiving! we decided against having a big tukey, and we are just going to make our favorites; stuffing, mashamapotatoes, gravey, my moms marinated mushrooms, and pumpkin pie :) yumo!!

ILL BE HOME FOR XMAS

2008-11-15T17:34:00.000-08:00

This picture was taken at Ericas wedding. :p

thats right i bought the tickets!
tickets were 300 dollars per ticket, so if you wanna help pay for it..... :)
ill be in utah the 21st through the 26th
so sign up for play dates today! my time is limited :)
but im sure ill see you all!

FLY OR DRIVE

2008-11-11T15:55:00.001-08:00

me and jared cant seem to come to a conclusion...
drive or fly home for christmas? VOTE
my family will pay for my plane ticket home for xmas, Jared is broke and doesnt want to Fly.
Driving would take 13 Hours! cheaper, but wat about the wear on my car, and the cost of food, and hotels?.......... Road trips are fun, but wat if it snows us out?!!!!

bein sick

2008-11-06T15:06:00.001-08:00

so im sick, i think my mom brought it with her from UTAH.
my lungs ache, so i havent been smoking, this is day 4 without a cig.
i like that my brain doesnt think too much wen im sick... and that i can lounge about.
anypoop.

Election Day!

2008-11-04T20:04:00.000-08:00

finally the most suspenseful day of the year is over.
(i must apologize, i am not a democrat by any means, but im for sure not republican)

after reading a million poor excuses for family emails damn politics....
i feel bad for them.... they wanted there white bread republican America so bad and they prayed for it. YOU LOSE! you will find that the country will be a little happier and run a little smoother.. how about you all open your mind and shut your mouth this time?! (i apologize again if i offend, i might have had a drink wen i wrote this)

i don't know how it happened.... but it did.
i guess we are just sick of the shit.
i know i am, im in it for the universal healthcare. wat a splendid idea!

yay i dont have to move to cananda!

halloween is over and my mom is leaving ;(

2008-11-02T17:49:00.000-08:00

This weekend was wonderful! had alot of fun with my mom and Marty.
As you can see we had a ton of fun Halloween. we went to the beach and did some intown stuff.
and Saturday we all went to see Eagles of Death Metal.
today was a lazy day... i partied a bit to much on halloween and now im sick. so its lazyness for me today.

thanks too all that voted... turned out i was going for vampire for work... because its cute. (my tips sucked anyway). i wanted to change into the man with the mustache thing later for a party. but it was easier to stay a vampire. and cross dressing is more of a day to day thing... than Halloween. HAHA

Halloween!

2008-10-28T14:39:00.000-07:00

yup my favorite holiday!
i have not decided yet wat im going to be!! i work halloween night at my job and we get too dress up. im also going to a party after work so i can choose 2 things. a trucker/whitetrash man, a pirate, or a vampire? help me decide!!!

my mom and marty are coming in 2 days!! oh god im excited! been cleaning the house getting ready for them :)

i got my new computer!!! finally! its just the new version of the old one i had! very shnazy
exept i hate itunes. it transfered all my music over... but didnt take the albums or the artist with them... so i have to go through each song and add a artist and album too it... very annoying. if you have a faster way. please tell me!!!

things are great! making some money at my job, were i mostly work nights.

seeing some family!!!

2008-10-20T13:34:00.000-07:00

last thursday it was donald, tasha, grandma, and grandpa who came up to my part of town. it was so awesome too see them! they brought me some cookies from my favorite customer at bella's Norm. We all went to larabee state park wich is a very beautiful beach area. then we at the restraunt Jared works at. its called anthonys. very good seafood! they love it. i also joined them for sunday dinner at Dons house in Monroe very lovely house! and his wife cooked an outstanding asian meal!!! so yummy! pictures too come.... as soon as donald gets em to me.

My little sister Erica called me 2 nights ago.. she is pregnant. i felt dissapointed. 1. because it wasnt sapose to happen yet (i meen they dont have the funds, and there just newly weds) and 2. cus im all the way up here and wont be there too see the stages and stuff.... but im happy for her if this is wat she wants.

I hope i can come home for xmas, too many people took it off work and they have a no request on it now, if all else fails i will just have to quit and find a new job

Me and Jared are doin alot better. im starting too trust him more and more each day and i think he is starting to relize some thing. He has promised me alot. I am so proud of him and i look up too him so much. damnit im in love with him.

wat else? i have to work halloween, becuase of all the damn kids requesting it off, and me not requesting it sooner. my mom and marty will be in town! trying too decide wat costume to wear?

love megan

the cold, the dark, and the silence

2008-10-13T14:12:00.000-07:00

yeah its been getting a bit cold up here

but ive been feeling cold about other things too.

my job is going okay.... i missed a day at work, i must have read the schedule wrong.

just a verbal warning tho! i started serving.. but for now the manager has to fallow me to the tables and its very unnerving! i mess up and forget alot wen i am being fallowed.

it should work out though

i should be getting my laptop this week. they could not fix it and there giving me a whole new one!!! yay!!! its been a month since ive had my baby HP. :)

Im in my head too much, like a just think about alll this stuff. its hard

me and jared are going through some difficulties... could be cus were surrounded by eachother most of the time so the negative stuff is amplified we just need too focus more on the good stuff and listen and talk too eachother more. i want more than anything too work it out and too help and be there for him. i know we are together for a reason, and it wasnt just too get my ass out of utah! things will work out im sure

i need to find friends... but as you know, it takes me forever too find a good friend. hell i knew amanda forever!

did some bikram yoga last night. i wanted too clear my head. but the damn instrucor was brutal and sounded like a damn drill sargant. very sore today

i miss some things about utah thats for sure.

megan

da beach

2008-10-02T15:37:00.001-07:00

me and jared went to the beach yesterday and took some pics!

tonight we are off to Seattle for an art walk! im excited.

my lover

2008-09-28T12:38:00.000-07:00

Jared works alot of days and im left home alone to watch cable tv! and check my mail, read a book, practice guitar banjo and harmonica (you didnt think i just watched tv all day did you?)

Jared is all i have up here, he has to be my family, my bestfriends, and my boyfriend all at the same time! What a full time job! im so grateful for him. he really has been taking care of me so well.

Jared my love if the sky did fall

i would show you the sun and moon in mine eyes

The ceiling as if it were an easel i would paint the stars.

Jared if your reading this, I Love You.

im missing stuff :(

2008-09-27T14:54:00.001-07:00

today i miss: mark harris. a bestfriend, excoworker, and 3rd cousin. why do i miss him? cus he is an amazing guy who showed me alot about music, life, and being cool as hell! i would do anything to go bowling with him right now

my damn laptop is still being fixed :( . wen i get it back there will be pics on every blog!

Love, BrokeasHell

i made a damn blog happy now?

2008-09-27T14:43:00.000-07:00

okay okay. im not sure how too go about these.

so i will update with wat events ive been up too.

and possibly keep you posted on some wild mood swings ive been experiencing!

lets not forget random pictures!

this should be fun!